paycheck
today i got my first pay check after the recession hit.
well, not the first one but the first big one. I knew I was not doing a really good job at it since I only get to come in once or twice a week. It is difficult for me to learn and remember all the procedures necessary to perform well in the office. However, when my boss said “You were less than what I had expected” and told me that he had cut my paycheck, I was really sad.
For seconds, I asked myself what is the purpose of me working there if they don’t like it, I don’t like it, and now I have to take this to my face.
May this be a lesson. I hope this will be a drive for me to become better and to reach my true potential. I know I am more than what I seem and I know I am far more capable than what I am doing now and I definitely do not deserve to be working in such environment.
May this be THE lesson, for I do not wish to continue living this way.
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