il s’agit de vous et moi.

Can’t say that I am not depressed.

can’t say that I am not disappointed.

I just talked with my alumni mentor yesterday. Turns out, she is having a hard time utilizing her contacts to get her daughter a job. What chance do I stand? I have no contacts at all. All I have are 3 pieces of papers: a diploma, a resume, and a cover letter.

Can’t say that I am relieved.

I’ve been anxious about what to do for Linda’s birthday. I sent her a cheesecake factory gift card last year. But what about now? I wish I could give her a ring, but I am broke. If I give her a ring, I might just starve to death this month. In the end, I found her a cute card with yellow envelope and sent it off with a gift card for Bloomingdale’s. Thanks to all the ladies I’ve asked for help with.

Can’t say that I am …

at peace, even though I say it to people a lot.
happy, because people don’t talk to me anymore.
helpful, I want to but my mind is a mess
free. you would think but somehow i manage to keep myself very busy, from dawn to dust.

Can’t say that I am not frustrated.